....

I want to know, right now, WHY ISN'T IT FRIDAY?  I'm ready to go into seclusion for a couple of days and this whole "Showing up for work" thing is a real pain in the ass.

 

 

I woke up this morning thinking, "well, at least it's Friday..."

 

 

But, it isn't.

 

 

 

I threw on clothes with casual day in mind--almost put on jeans, and everything.

 

 

Luckily, it's been too warm for jeans because IT ISN'T FRIDAY YOU MORON!!!

 

 

 

When I got to work, I had an email from a co-worker, saying that they needed a particular project done "by tomorrow" and I wondered what they were doing on Saturday that would require me to have this particular project completed.

 

 

Oh. 

 

 

 

Never mind.

 

 

 

Shit.

 

 

I'm not sure if I should blame the heat or the stress or the lack of sleep, but I suppose the combination of the three is causing the classic symptoms of "White girl loses her mind", including, but not limited to: driving home from work yesterday while sobbing, chain smoking, and continuously asking the non-existent passenger in the car why everything SUCKS so bad right now, why nobody gives a shit and if I just disappeared, would anyone care?  The afternoon culminated in further madness, with me calling my ex-husband (while still sobbing, but not driving) and apologizing for being such an awful person, and clearly, I'm an awful person, which is why nobody gives a shit, but who am I to ask people to give a shit, when I don't care one iota about them? 

 

See where my mind goes?  Some days, I wish i had an IQ of 70--things would be so much simpler. 

 

 

Ex husband very kindly disagreed with the "awful person" assessment.

 

 

I felt better.

 

 

But it still isn't Friday.

 

 

Damnit.